2 months ago

A teacher's aide in class was calling me by my dead name, wouldn't get out of my face, waving her hands in my face, got mad when I talked to the teacher, and reeked of cigarettes. . She made me so uncomfortable in class. She then was trying to talk to me when I was taking a test. She was in 2 of my classes today. I took the whole class period for the test which is understandable with my learning disability. And she was like, why did you take so long. So I simply said, why do you not understand learning disabilities. Also I am really good about using full and complete sentences. She doesn't seem to get that. She's tried giving me hugs which I don't allow if I don't trust the person (friends are acceptable). She seems to like making my learning ability harder than it already is. In forensics I was trying to figure I it the difference between class and individual evidence, so I was taking longer on the test than the others. The TEACHER understood. But the TEACHERS AIDE didn't. The teachers aide works with kids with all sorts of disabilities. Why does she target me for not getting something done when the others do. During forensics while i was trying to finish my test the teacher handed out notes. The teacher asked her aide to check if people were done writing the notes. The aide looked at me and said "Yeah, everyone is done writing down the notes." Even though I was still writing down the notes. I just. I don't know anymore. I just want to know why she targets me. She even got mad at me for putting my head down on the desk. Perfume bothers me and triggers my migraines. Some jackrabbit decided to put perfume on during class and mind you they sit right in front of me. So guess where the smell goes. Right to my fucking face.

Today 2/4/2020

Well, she got in my dang face again. I mean, i thought she got fired. But nope, apparently it wasn't bad enough for her to get fired. And she knows what it's like to work with special needs children, and she tries to diagnose me and say i don't have ADHD? I'm like, "your not my fucking doctor so back the fuck up and leave me alone." But yeah. I'm mad. She came into my class and tried to sweet talk me. that don't work with me. after you basically hurt me in front of the whole class and harassed me, sweet talking me won't make anything better. And yes, I plan to hold a grudge on this forever. I will never forgive her